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[Sep. 3rd, 2007|06:32 pm] |
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Goodbye summer, seeing you go is so hard on my soul. |
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| Poemandanupdate |
[Aug. 30th, 2007|11:08 am] |
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Sorry bloggey I am ignoring you. But I am in a really good mood today and wanted to update. I am in a good mood because I weighed myself yesterday and I have lost seven lbs in the last two weeks. I have been exercising a little bit more but mostly I have completely changed my diet around. I went to Meijers and bought tons of healthy shits and have just been eatting only really good junks!
Plus school started Tuesday and already the workload and stress is killing me, but it is so new right now that it is kind of fun. Yeah that will pass.....
Here is a new poem I wrote last night:
My skin
Broken red and burning
Can you see my bones through the cracks
My flesh wounds
are more deeper than skin
my lines have been redrawn
and I am lost
I need a map to myself
Sew my skin Sew myself
Stitch me back together
add new pieces save old pieces
make me whole again
make me one again
bring me to life
with thread and breath
make my stitches tight
make my skin unbreakable
my rips and tears unseen.
Invisible thread can't be seen unraveling.
Oh and obviously © Me Beth Detloff |
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| 2/30 |
[Aug. 15th, 2007|11:20 pm] |
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Poem two out of 30!
Perfect bliss lies on lovers tongues who are unwilling to do or say anything to make it right by your laws.
Shall he be punished and rightfully so, for has he not sinned against you, his fellow man his lover, scorned betrayed a mad woman, a shell, an excuse for a human.
She unlike any other will turn his advances away and make him pay and hurt the way she has paid and hurt for too long.
I say I shall scream it from the tops of houses that I am free and bare and lonely and I have been taken hostage and for granted.
But I can rise out of his self proclaimed black hole of misery and set fire to all the world and all the world will know my name and fear and wonder in it's sound.
Oh and obviously © Me Beth Detloff |
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[Aug. 14th, 2007|11:20 pm] |
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I want to try and update my blog for thirty days straight with some of my recent writing works, just to get myself back in the habit of writing before school starts. I have actually been writing a couple times a week but now I will try and post every day for 30 days something newer.
I am sinking down
the brown gray earth swallowing me
I touch the bare core
and feel myself spit up
a corpse of broken bones and a broken soul.
I am crawling out
of my self dug hole
my bones scrape against dry clay
leaving behind fragments for rememberance
small white pieces of what I worked
so hard to build.
I am kneeling
before the idol gods
praying for deliverance
hoping not to be answered
willing to sacrifice nothing
in return for everything.
Oh and obviously © Me Beth Detloff |
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| Ignorance |
[Jul. 22nd, 2007|10:58 pm] |
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A poem I wrote a while ago. In my jorunal from Nancy!
Ignorance flows through us like blood
We let it drip out in our words and our actions.
We soak it up daily
We think it is funny and we openly encourage it.
We cannot live without ignorance
It has taken over our way of life, our culture.
Ignorance is our neighbor, our friend, our family member
Ignorance lives in each one of us.
It can control you in ways that are harmful
Ignorance can run you life, it can destroy you.
Sometimes I feel like there is so much ignorance in the world and in people in my life it is like I am swimming in it. |
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| Old men and bn perverts |
[Jul. 18th, 2007|11:46 pm] |
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WHAT IS IT??? What is it with Barnes and Noble and Stephanie and I getting hit on by old men? I cannot stand it, it has happened twice now and it is just annoying, I DON'T want to talk to you I DON'T want to have you sit by us and ask personal questions. YOU ARE OVER 60 we are 21 not no not no not cool man!
I just do not get it? Do old men think young women like them? Well sorry bud-o not me. |
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| summa time sum sum summa time |
[Jul. 2nd, 2007|01:24 am] |
Man sorry I have just been so busy this summer that I don't have time to update. Swimmin workin gardenin shoppin playin scrappin.
Hows your summer going? Hopefully good. I just wish it wasn't July already JEEZ where is the summer going.
I really need to start my summer reading, my goal is 20 books I will be lucky if I get in 10. I feel like I have been on glass castles forever.
Last night first bonfire of the year, was awesome, hopefully a couple more of those to come this summer.
Holiday this week, Cousins birthday on the fourth, got to get some fireworks for that. Cookout and swimming and lots of other good stuff.
Today my friend Joy is in town and I am driving out to Birch Run to see her and do some writing. Hopefully @ my eye dr.s appt they don't dilate my eyes. Hopefully they can get my contacts right this year....
Next week my parents are in town so that means cleaning and groceries.
Today was fun, went to BN with Steph and then swimming for over an hour followed by dinner @ Don Pablos.
Tomorrow I get paid how awesome, no more poor BETH. I really need to talk myself out of going over to NYC and getting those damn shirts. At least until the end of this month. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2007|12:22 am] |
OXYGEN BARS ROCK!
This was something really cool we did in Vegas at our Hotel. These things were everywhere though. You sit for 15-30 minutes and breathe in oxygen that is scented and supposed to do certain things like rejuvenate and other stuff etc, it smells and feels really good. The only down side is they massage you with all their massagey products and try to get you to buy them the whole time. It was something I had never done and I would like to do it again. |
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| I apologize |
[Jun. 14th, 2007|11:35 pm] |
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For neglecting my LJ. But I have been working and enjoying my summer as much as possible.
VEGAS was amazing, the only down side was coming home and now I am strangely dizzy, like I feel like I am constantly bobbing around like I am on a boat or something. It is annoying to keep losing my balance at work.
Did I mention Vegas was amazing? I cannot wait to get my photos back, I won some money (700) so I am very very happy right now. Paying my bills never felt to great! We did so much we saw a show did a lot of gambling drinking and eating. We made fun of people and did not care because will we ever see them again NO. I paid for a lot of things we might not have done or ate since I won the money and I am glad we got to really experience a lot. Of course we did a couple of things that were totally not worth the money like Coyote Ugly and a couple hotels, but the spa and the rides and gondola, margaritas and the shark reef! We did so much it was a crazy fun way to fast week.
Now I am back in saginaw, two people I know died while we were gone, my next door neighbor who I have known FOR literaly my entire life, and my coworkers husband, both me died of cancer.
So now at work I am super busy trying to do my job and hers, major stress.
Well this weekend should be busy, Greek fest, Gardening, pool stuff, going to try and start my summer readin as well, gotta water some plants out side I GUESS.
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